not at my best

I am increasingly scaring myself. Others, have noticed it too.
I turn every comment into sarcasm.
I turn every joke into a slander.
I turn every slight cheekiness into mockery.
I turn every innocent request into a burderned demand.
I turn every inch of myself into somebody I don't want to be..
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I turned myself into a monster
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I have turned into a grouch!